BUT I WANT TO SAY THIS
MARC CORRALES
Before long, there’s an enquiry
about where we would go from there.
The arguing, scorching, fiery,
not even our bed could make it wear.
I tried taking a cold shower.
I tried to tell myself to stay
cool. Only then, I have ire
from when you let our flowers fray.
One holiday, when the ground’s hard,
the air conditioner is on,
but the heat is there, like a card
played against a dealer in con.
Sometimes, I would look at the soil
to justify how we can stick
together, the bloody rose foils
with its thorns in the deepest thick.
I want to find answers. Something
that shows manifest destiny.
An oath to do until death’s hinge.
One excuse that’s worth my belief.
Once upon a time, when we first
met under some springtime’s old sun,
we were young, wanting magic for thirst
so, we went out, blinded by fun.
Now, the whole affair is past
as I sign the papers that annuls
this ring of ours. It doesn’t last.
But I want to say this. I love you.